You know the only reason I made this blog was because I was scared.
Scared of what would happen.
Of what would happen if anyone I knew, knew my thoughts.
Because on my other blog some of my friends read that.
So only a bit of my thoughts shall go there.
Yeah I know I shouldn't be scared.
But I am.
And I am just so sick of pretending.
I pretend that everything is great when it obviously isn't.
If one of my friends was to read that they would then ask.
Ask are you okay?
When I'm asked that question I already know my answer.
Yeah I'm fine just tired.
You know when someone asks me if I'm okay it hurts me.
It hurts me because I have to lie.
To lie saying yeah everything is fine.
-Sarah
2:06 31/12/2010
